not the merriest?

the past two years I didn't so much as put a tree or a wreath up. This year I helped Johnna decorate her tree but still..christmas loses it's fun without a big family i think. If i had children of my own I'd have a good time. Instead it seems like a chore to get gifts for other people. I was thrilled when my boss (DJ Sterby) said on air at least twice that he was souped about the gifts I gave him. Naturally it was a case of 40s hah. $25 was worth it. I'd like to think I am good at giving gifts. I am most excited for gifts I haven't even given yet...I got my brother a bottle of meritage red wine. He got me a bottle of Vodka...i'm not a big vodka drinker so I'm probably gonna save it for Gaspee Days, maybe start a collection for people to make drinks with. Already I'm looking forward to the summer, nevermind New Years' (even though I'm goin silly thinkin of ideas for that night too) because I am not a fan of xmas..I also started saying "xmas" because I'm lazy. I went to midnight mass to see my bro, and I was just really annoyed with the holiday. Not sure why. well I do. but I'm over it. wah wah wee wah. Here comes '09 and I vow to make 365 entries with more photos etc. Should be grande. or a lot worse, hah...