please please please, let me devour what's inside you

So the pops is gettin old. Doin crazy things. I come home from work yesterday to find 8 trees cut down. Not small trees. Giant 20+ years old trees. He has talked about getting someone to look at them..instead he calls a company Thursday afternoon and Friday they show up at 11.30 to cut em all down. He's also begun work on the Mustang. Right meow it is at our mechanic Dave's place to put on some new tires. Some woman he's seeing convinced him to start taking some herbs to help his eye (sometimes it goes out of focus) and to help him sleep better (he's got the sleep apnea thing). I was seconds away from just saying "smoke a joint dad"...not sure how that would have gone down. hah. 

Tonight starts Halloween festivities so to speak..Kelly Havican is having people over and I'm dressing as a vampire. Chyeaahhh. I'm wicked stuck on dancy tunes lately. Kings of Leon, MGMT, Young Love, The Rapture...i'm gonna make a badass mix cd that will be played at every party...evere! Well maybe not ever, but watch out Fat Man Scoop!  

The more and more I think about where I am..in general I think January will yield a new job. Either with www.winkflash.com when they go into more graphics or with a completely new company. 2010 still seems like I'll be in florida, do something I haven't done. Not just get out of the "comfort zone" but...sometimes I think maybe I'm in the position I am in so that I can move for some ridiculous reason that I don't know. One of those "well if i never took that left then I wouldn't have seen so and so" I'm an optimist so I figure it'll be "if I never moved to Florida then I wouldn 't have gotten that job" or something of the sort. It could be anything but it's what I keep thinking.  Nothing has quite changed my mind about it so I keep planning on it. 

Stay positive and keep thinking right? An answer will come along and put me in my place. For now it's time to get ready to become a vampire...I wonder how well the teeth will work, maybe I can open my beer with them, time to get to work on this!